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So... I started this soup quite some time ago. It must've been at least half a year, and it has seen bouts of increased activity as well as, at times, complete lack thereof.

Usually, the worse I felt, the more I would post here. Often love-related stuff, because, hey. That's why I felt miserable. Posting so much about it would constantly remind me of it, making me feel even more down.

Now that I have sustained another kick in the ass, I seriously need to stop posting here. I stopped believing in the whole "vent your frustration" thing. It does not work.

All this wonderful advice I also believed in, and tried? Fuck it. It does not work, either. All these beautiful, uplifting messages from people I deemed wiser than myself? Bullshit.

Luckily, I'm not one to go drink myself unconscious, or whatever people do to get through hard times. I'll probably just mope a bit, drive away a friend or two, really get into the next shiny videogame for a week, and then run into the next catastrophe.

I've been through worse. I don't really need to make myself even more miserable. So, I'm saying goodbye. I'm leaving the soup up (I'm not even sure there is a way to get rid of it!), but will stop posting here. Just now, I deleted that nifty little bookmarklet used for posting.

Tomorrow will probably be one of the toughest day in my life, I will force myself to say things I will regret. And it will be better that way.

Goodbye.

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Schweinderl